Though you have a girl, bby i tried to face it. With this smile on my face, boy it's hard to fake it. I wished all this time, i thought u knew, with this feeling in my heart, was all but true. Boy u got some girls here and there, i've been thru alot of problems, hey this isn't fair. Everytime you pass me by, the way u look fine, you know this isn't a lie. I'd do anything evn though it hurts me bad, bby i just dont like it when your feeling sad. i said i give up too many times. but for you, i will nvr end tht line. i wished you thought of me more than a friend thought of saying i love you, but i couldnt send. what ever happens im always there for you, you know im here for you.. you got me going crazy by ur gorgeous smile, if u evr leave dont go farther than a mile. tell me if theres a way to stop thinking about you but theres no escape when i talk about you. i hate it when i cry , i feel im dying inside i feel like the world's going to collide. why am i so crushed, so crushed over you ? when there's other people to chooose. but i guess their not as precious as you.. >CEE;MAGPAYO 95'

crystalmagpayo and FRESH at SJSS! AZN/PART italian and PROUD! love me or hate me, your still a FAN of mine. say it to my face, dont be an idiot saying it to the screen . i got my fams there with me. I GOT YOU ! know your LIMITS, cause u nvr know wen ur over the TOP. *I try falling out of love, but falling out of love means falling into someone else, and you were the one I tripped for.* thinking how many times i cried for you, and evn though how much it hurts, i will nvr give up on you 7777 <3

Another day in prison LOL. jk. im so bored, waiting for julia n john to come over soon. I WANT MY PITZAA. lmfao. i dano wut we're going to do today, maybe park? LOL. so anyways..
these past few days i've been depressed? well i wont say tht, but i've been thinking a lot lately because of you. i dont know wut to do anymore. i dont know if i shud stop thinking, talking, or stop being your friend? i think you already gone over tht, so wuts the point right? *i gave you my heart, i showed the way i loved you. wut else do u want me to do now? kill myself? OK. ive been planning to do tht a LOONG TIME AGO. you said; the things you said to me ;i love you, i miss you was all true. but now tht eevrything has slipped away, the table turned the other way.
jus to tell you, you were the one who kept my heart beating, you kept my tears into laughter, you made my frowns into SMILES. i loved you for who you were, and i cared about you, maybe it didn't show, but the way i loved you in the inside it did. its hard regretting the things you've done in the past, and even harder in the furture. i dont know why but you know i want you back, but there's no way cause you know tht im starting to write things bout how i hate you now. i know tht should'nt be the way, because we should really work this out right? but either wy, i dont even think you want me to be your frend because of this. i admit it, its all my fault, none of this would've happened if i didn't break up with you in the first place. im sorrrrry for everything. thnks for the tears, wen u didn't really care, i jus want you to know, without me, you would have a better life.

imy.FML.
WAT IT DOOO BLOGGAS!
hey there, im sorry for wat happened yesterday. i jus thought it rlly didnt work out for me. i coudlnt keep it inside of me for too long. i cant keep lies inside of me right. so i told you the truth. and i had to end it like this "im sorry but i have to break up with you . " it hit me inside so hard, tht i jus wanted to cry so as hard as i can. all i gotta say is, thank you for all the times you've made me laugh,cry,SMILE, and you were always there by my side. thank you for the kiss, and hugs. i love you so much, and thts not a lie. you know your still in my heart always. jus dont ever forget me!!!! :P okee. i got this song, idk if u know it but this is the song i keep thinking bout us :)

ONLY HOPE.
There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

memory of you . :)

=CEE lve some LOVE. <3
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