6/6/09 8:17 AM
Allo bloggers,so yea my title is for my haters, well i just like to say whatever your problem is bout me just say it to my face don't keep bragging and saying it to other ppl. it makes me feel like CRAP. what if i said something behind your backs, and kept bragging bout it? huh ? u would feel the same noh? at least im not a pussy scared to say it to someone's face. if your a frkn hater just say it to my face and GET IT OVER WITH ! i want to end this once and for all, i just want us to be ok, but i guess not u don't get it. the way i look at u guys behind it, you guys are traders. im srry but u know im right. u just can't say it to me cause im your friend. i get that but at least tell me the truth BISH! i get so pissed when you guys leave me out sometimes and u don't evn notice AT ALL. thts pretty sad guys. i had to go through tht everyday and it was HARD. there were some days when i felt liek i wanted to cry but no, cause theirs no point it will happen again. i thought you gurls were my besties because i thought i could rlly trust u guys and i thought u understood me the way i understood u guys. and im srry if u guys think im ditching u guys for another friend, but im not, i haven't been talking to u guys cuz i thought u gurls were mad at me for hanging out with the wrong friends. but u know u can't rlly choose the friends im suppose to hang out with, thts none of your business. and if u think im changing bit by bit because of her, u guys shud look in the mirror for once and see who r changing now. person #1. when u came to our school you were so nice, and u jus been to this school for liek 1 year?? and already u act liek a HOEBAG. #2. we've been friends like for 3 years ? and we've been good friends until she came, but i dont mean tht in a bad way its just tht u have chaaanged ALOT. and every1 thinks she has changed u BIG TIME. and i dont blame them cuz i agree too. I wish u guys notice who u rlly r right now, and see wut you've done. I RLLY HOPE U GUYS THINK BEFORE U DO SOMETHING TO HURT SOMEONE. JUST GET IT STRAIGHT. ive always been a good friend to both of you, like wut did i do i just want to know the TRUTH. i know i might be acting liek a real BITCH, but im srry this is how i feel and im saying it LOUD AND CLEAR. i just feel like u guys have forgotten bout me and nvr went back to catch me. i just want us to be true to each other and always be there no matter what. i still love you both,and u know im always here for you guys. i hope we're on the same page, w.e the problem is, i wont be mad at least u guys told me the truth and we're ok. if i did something wrong im saying SORRY. ily<3
Crystal.Magpayo xoxo