Though you have a girl, bby i tried to face it. With this smile on my face, boy it's hard to fake it. I wished all this time, i thought u knew, with this feeling in my heart, was all but true. Boy u got some girls here and there, i've been thru alot of problems, hey this isn't fair. Everytime you pass me by, the way u look fine, you know this isn't a lie. I'd do anything evn though it hurts me bad, bby i just dont like it when your feeling sad. i said i give up too many times. but for you, i will nvr end tht line. i wished you thought of me more than a friend thought of saying i love you, but i couldnt send. what ever happens im always there for you, you know im here for you.. you got me going crazy by ur gorgeous smile, if u evr leave dont go farther than a mile. tell me if theres a way to stop thinking about you but theres no escape when i talk about you. i hate it when i cry , i feel im dying inside i feel like the world's going to collide. why am i so crushed, so crushed over you ? when there's other people to chooose. but i guess their not as precious as you.. >CEE;MAGPAYO 95'

crystalmagpayo and FRESH at SJSS! AZN/PART italian and PROUD! love me or hate me, your still a FAN of mine. say it to my face, dont be an idiot saying it to the screen . i got my fams there with me. I GOT YOU ! know your LIMITS, cause u nvr know wen ur over the TOP. *I try falling out of love, but falling out of love means falling into someone else, and you were the one I tripped for.* thinking how many times i cried for you, and evn though how much it hurts, i will nvr give up on you 7777 <3

Is this wut im feeling for you? i dont know if this feeling of mine should continue. i dont really know wut my heart is telling me to do. but in a way, my heart is telling me to do the right choice. i cant force my heart to do something i dont want to do. my head hurts because of THINKING TOO MUCH. i want to rest, and get this over with. i love you so much, but its jus so hard to let go. i dont think i can handle tht. i know u might be reading this right now, but rlly. sometimes the things i say, i dont mean it. i never knew this day would come to me. it jus came to me all of a sudden. but really why now? its liek the wrong time. i wish everybody's life was easier. even mines. but rlly nobody's life is easy. i wish i have a wishlist, the things i wish for in life. and one should be like, i wish LIFE was easier for everyone. but i guess god wanted us to find our own paths ourselves. make the right choices not the BAD. idk. person numero deux, now u know who the person is. i rlly didnt waant to tell you, cause it would be AWKWARD. noh? eh , well its done and over with diba. ?
ah i dont want to say anything else. btw. summer is liek starting. n im LOVIN IT. :) julia, marylin n mateusz thnks for giving me th livest day of my life. i was happy to see you guys. thnks ily :)

-CEE <3 dear w.e.
first of all, haha ima act like a real bitch, but here it comes, ur going to be speechless wat comes out of my mouth, if u got nothing to say to me, well ima say something to u like theres no TOMORROW. u think the people u call "FRIENDS" right now are ur "TRUE FRIENDS"? u think acting like a whore in front of eh, will get u POPULAR? u think dating the guys u say u LIKE, wouldn't affect everyone else? u think ur better than everyone else in this world? u shud think bout these questions n maybe realize who the f*** u are. These days just go on by so fast, but u still don't realize who ur hurting. to me i dont even think ur hurting urself. kk since u cant answer these questions, ima answer it for you? kaay? here it goes... 1. The friends tht u have are frkn sluts, gossipers, and all of the above. true friends wouldn't bail on each other. trust is the way to keep ur friendship together. i thought i trusted u, but guess not. 2. OH YEAH. acting like a slut in front of all the guys out there, woow. trust me u wont get popular, they just think all the slutty things ur doing gets them INTERESTED IN YOU. it doesnt mean they actually LIKE YOU. i thought u were smarter than that liek c'mon. flirting or w.e. with them wont get u far. woow i can just imagine u in high school getting fucked by every other guy out there. i hope u wont go tht far. 3. DO U EVEN KNOW WUT LOVE MEANS? u think dating a guy will get u to move on just liek tht? i know ur not over u know who, but i thought u rlly liked this guy, and like i hear tht u still like eh? u cant date someone when u still have feelings for someone else. YOUR JUST USING HIM. woow i feel srry for him cause he's with you. like daaamn. hes just going to get hurt when he actually really liked you. u know wut.. at least he knows the meaning of LOVE. 4. IF U THINK UR BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE, well think again because u know, haha, NO ONE'S PERFECT. if u say she cant sing, shes not pretty, shes not hot, if u think ur all of those, ur NOT. everyone is different and so r u . but haha, ur this type of animal i dont understand. woow. I WISH I CAN SAY BUTT. U KNOW UR UGLY TOO. i can say tht to myself too at least i can ADMIT IT. i can say this all to your face but, u know i really want to figure this out and us to be okay. The people ur hurting are starting to hate you y'eah know? i guess u dont guess not, cause ur BLIND BTCH. kk im tired of talking bout you. anyways..

Today at school was pretty okaay. hmm watched some moobees. OH JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE, was dee best!! i laah tht moovie liike daamn. haha. hmm singing ? it was ok, but vanessa wasnt practicing wit us. but yea JULIA I LAAH U . thnks to me, i helped u out and ms.coma was impressed see see? ahha. ily2. oh god, if ur reading this, u must've been like reading my other blog, and saying, "oh shit! woow das DRY. FRY. " LMFAAAO. haha. so yea. its all tru noh? she made u like worse eh? but u know u can sing any fucken way u want. cause i love ur voice. member in the WASHROOM! woow bebs u were so GOOOD! like where did tht voice came from? haha see u just gotta have some confidence in yourself. :) so yea, ima miss my booboo, hope u have fun in MONTREAL . ily boo. just keep in touch when we're in high school. oh gosh ima miss u ALOT. ilyilyily. <3>

MGAYO.CYSAL. <--WOOOOWW.!! xoxo lvem.
eeey BLOGGERS,
wut it do?? haha i havent wrote anything on my blog for liek 2,3,4 days? idk. well anyways. let me tell yu bout today.. hmm woke up liek 6 in the morning maan, cause i had to practice dance with my gurrrls. so bhess n i were walking to stephans n once again i think he just finished taking a shower LOOL. haha. ur soo cuteee! LOL. :P so yea, steff n i were practicing then the twins, and kim camee. it was a BLAST! haha but we danced liek we were dead! lol . but yea im excited wen we present this MUUN. ahha. okee, school pretty boring but we didnt do tht much work wich is good. we were also talking bout the PLAY DAY.. DAAY! ahah. so im with my bby, our game is going to be fun.. and WETTT MAAN!! ahha. liike its good cause its going to be a frkn hot day n there is no water balloon fights going on!??! like cmon.. ahha. play day is going to be bomb ! so yea today, i was taking pics with my homieeees, ,pretty fun! aha i love you gurls keep your head up high, and always know tht im always here. ily : Chanel,Marylin,Julia. u guys make my day! OMG. kk, so it was luunch time n my bby had to go home for lunch, and then he didnt come until 2:00? n i was worried LOL, cause he never told me anything, but then wen it was our gym period, he came n everyone's liek STEPHAN!!! i was liek huh?? n so i gave him a hug n i sed : where were u? he sed i was sleeeping n i FAINTED! i was leik OMG. i was soo worried LOL. good thing he's ALIVE! haha. so yea. ALSO...... grad is coming up, school is almost over and n ima miss everyone so muuch.!! n ima miss my booboo. liike, im moving n your going to a different high schoool?!?! eh, so hard not seeeing u everyday maan. liike. *tear. well we're still going to chat on msn roight?? haah. yes yes. soo. high school is going to be fun, but hard. i got focus more!! eh, more stress naamaan. :P i just hope i dont get into any drama, cause im tired of it. get it?!?! haha. ily my bby's ..

CEE xoxo leave some loveee :]
HOI bloggersss,
wuts gud bloggers? so hmm im boored. k tooday was dee BOMB! i went to my booboo's party. haha. i had to leave early tho hmm. it was fun haha. OH EM GEE. i hate the movie MY BLOODY VALENTINE ! i swear i almost got a heart attack because of watching tht frkn mooobee! but i was safe with my booboo. hehe. woow eating nuggets,fries,pizza woow NONSTOP EATING. like eating here, eating there, how much do i WEIGH? LMAAAO! haha. so my title is "I see beautiful days with you", this time im going to talk bout my biish. kk hmm where do i start. well first. member the time i asked u if u liked me? n u sed i rlly like u liike, AWWWWWW. n i sed y didnt u tell me?? ahha. our date started 06.04.09 biiish! never forget tht. finally ur dreams came trru, n i was the one you were waiting for. i thnk you for all the love you gave me and proved to me u love me. tht rlly means alot. if u got a problem im here to the rescue!! LOL. you understood me through everything, u were the best guy friend i ever had in gerard, and the best dancer i know liike. WOOW. liike damn, i suuuck at breakdancing LOOL. like FAIL. also you are the most funniest guy tht made me cry because of laughing hard. i know there was one time we had our ups n downs, but we worked it out NOH?!?!? hahaa. i nvr knew a girl liek me would date such a HOT GUY LIKE YOU!! lool u like dat biiish. ahah. but everyday, u put a SMiiLE on my FACE. just missing you in one day makes me sad :( u make my day, and w.e. comes through life, i got chu. i know ur not going to martins in grade 9, and ima cry for dat. i will rlly MISS YOU. liike everyday maan. n also im moooving houses to this place. *tear, tear. i hate crying n i hope i wont do it in front of you. LOL. i will always remember you, and i hope u will remember me too. :) just chat in msn bby, EVERYDAY loool!

"From the start to the end
We don't need to pretend
That we're perfect all the time
'cause we know what we have
Thru the good the bad
It's a strength that you can't deny...

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And this is how we love"

just a little song, to remember our relationship. hehe. ILOVEYOU.I GOT CHU.I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE TILL THE END. so this is is for now, there will be more memories to come.

Crystal.Magpayo. iheartmybish! xoxo <3 p.s. have you notice i typed alot of "LIKES"???lol im such a nerd alert!
wudup bloggers?
hey hey. i know maybe some of my blogs are like eh, its nothing. so anyways thts settles already. hehe. so omg. at school it was pretty BORING. n we had a supply teacher like c'mon. i have a feeling we wont have grad. liike. no. das gonna suck alot. but yea ms.carlone was taking charge n all she did was jus spazz on us jeeeze take a CHILL PILL duude. it'll make u calm. GOSH. haha. so yea. hmm nothing rlly in school. im soo boored got nothing to do. hooly i feel like im in prison LOL. so hmm topic? oh oh, ima talk bout graduation. hi naako, its almost time to go on our own and let go of elementary school. im going off to high school. im pretty scuuured, but EXCITED !! im scared on the first day, ima look like an idiot missing my first class wooow. HAHA. i hope nothing happens plss. so i was talking to wiife on the phone n telling each other wuts our schedule, and we have 4 classes together ! i was so happy, but then she made my smile into a frown for a second, cause she said tht in her semester 2, she has liek all the hard subs in liek 3 periods i think. she's not suure yet because she is thinking of me, being together in the same classes. i was like WIIIFE! AAW. i was liek well, its your choice dont think bout me as long as we catch each other in the halls bissh!. ahah but she is still stressing bout it LAWLS. ima miss everyone in our class. liek f'reals, by the time i come home my eyes are like swollen LOL. hahaha! its funny how we were the worst class in grade 8, lol, but we made it through guys. WOOP WOOP! the memories we made throughout the years, we will never forget. i will never forget each and everyone of you. yes maaybe in high school i will have more azn friends but i have more from GERARD! ily guys, YOU GUYS HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE! i know some people hate me (prolly) im jus saying, last day of school i want all of us to be OK. but family, friends will stick through the end. haha. so yea i gotta go! byeeeee ima miss all my butterflies :)

CEEMAGPAYO leave some loove xoxo <3
I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long for you
And I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

I still cry for you
I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
I still long for you
I was strong for you
I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me



note:heey booboo ily n i hope u kno tht, i dont know if i shud let it go or not, cause rlly i know u rlly like me. but i cant rlly tell if thts the truth or not. or this jus another game your playing tht i dont know of?i still cant get over after wut u did tht day. it hurts me how much u never told me n actually u don't evn feel GUILTY. i dont mean tht u shud feel guilty cause i told you to, its cause i want you to put some effort into this relationship. i know ur trying. but u know to me i dont think its enough for me. i know your not going to be with me in high school but u know i still love you. its going to be hard to let go of you. maaybe you might think im not perfect as u thought i was in the first place, but now u know who i am, so im srry if im different now. so idk. i hope u rlly figure this out. do u think its working out or not? if u love me or not, say something or else it would be too late. u think our love has ENDED? mahal kita ...

crysstaaal xoxo<3> hey bloggers,
its been a long time i haven't been on my blog spot. like woah woah.FIRST, i just want to know, do u know wut you've been doing to other people lately. like seriously? its like u got rlly drunk n u don't know wth ur doing. i thought u were the person who is real, not fake. i guess i was wrong. your just like those other sluts out there, and u don't evn notice at all, thts sad woow. i went away for one day, and i hear this from my friend? like, i believe them, cause they were actually there, and saw what was going on. don't give me this bull tht u didn't do anything cause u did. lying to me makes u weak, and makes me stronger. i hate lies, im sick n tired of it. u think lying to my face will make me believe you?it just makes me feel like uurg. ok u been here for like 1 year n u like a whole different person. when u came to this school for the very first time, u were so nice, an now u act like a really different person. thought we would stick with each other till the end. i guess the rope has broke, the story of our adventures had stopped. wat ever happened to the old you huh?i know we haven't chilled alot of times, but u know y i cant. i know ur not as close as you are to the other one, but u kno im here too. and i thought u will be there for me. That Maybe, Possibly I was the best I don't compare to the rest.And maybe, possibly you make me aware of everything I say and do. i know im not as perfect as you, but u know it's better not to be perfect rather than being a slut. watever your doing just to impress someone, won't get you far. i hope u get tht into YOUR HEAD. you try to be better than everyone else, but it turns out to be tht ur not really succeeding. i know im dumping all this shieeet all on you, because u will learn wut you've been doing these past few months. change is a good idea. change in a good way not in a bad. SECOND, ily, like i nvr knew u would actually let her do tht to u. u just continued wat she was doing to u. like Even though i wasn't there doesn't mean u can let her do dat. u guys were doing this behind my back wooow. tht hurts alot. n i thought u were DIFFERENT from the others, n i had faith in you. now i don't evn know who to believe, especially you. i thought u were the type of person who wouldnt let her do tht to you, u would actually say" im taken im srry. don't do tht to me". those might not be the exact words u would say, but im expecting something like dat. liek seriously put some effort, tht u rlly love me naaman. jeeeze this pisses me off now. i hope this doesn't happen again gimme some time to stay away from you, I should've known better, I could've done better...an maybe, possibly i still want you...

CEE;
HELLO,
kumusta bloggers, (heey)
Allo bloggers,
eii bloggers,
so this is my blogspot this is pretty cool though! kaay soo, right now im really bored and dunno wut to do, well actually im here at my tita's base chillin wit the fam liek ye no? LOL.. IM EATINNNNG .. pancit bissssh. soo good CAN'T HELP IT! woow im a fatty. ahah. so today at school was pretty jokes, with my btchs, marylin, and my bby. lol btw if ur wonderin whos my bby its stephan arul shieeeet, LOOL joking. Stephan Arulthasan. HAHA. i got it !!! cough*NERD! ahah. ily biiish. it all started 06.04.09 member ! so yea, today i was pretty tired and stupid ppl in my class jeeeze liek wut dont u get? SHUT THE HELL UP? lol one day i will frkn shove my water bottle in their mouth . JOKES. im not dat mean goosh:) LOL. hmm soo. LOOL. my legs and my ass hurts like a motherfckr LOL. wen i was getting ready to go out because i was rushing my aunt was waiting for me and then i went down the stairs and running, then i slipped 7 steps OUCH! wen i was at the end i was crying/laughing. my mom and dad heard the noise, and was liek u alive? i was liek YEAH IM OK! and yeah practically my whole body hurts. it was pretty funny. im clumsy if u dont liek dat well too bad! soo wuts new wuts new? hmm. well, its almost grad im excited but in a way SCARED, cuz in 3 months right now im going to high school. Everything is going to change. A NEW BEGINNING AGAIN! liiek. but yea they say high is the best year ever and i totally think that too, but in a way i will miss all of my friends but yea know i will catch them in the halls and chat. OH EM GEE. tefen is not going to martins, awww. ihy,i dont mean it but u know wut i mean. haha. but ima miss all of my btchs like f'reals guy. grade 8 memoirs i will NEVER forget. hehe. but my friends know i will nvr forget them and let go of them cuz u know life's a climb but the view's great. :) in fact i miss the rest of my friends from my other schools like i want to know if their ok n all. hmm. well yea this is my new blogspot ill keep posting for more and just keep in touch bloggers! gtg byee<3

cee.magpayo xoxo

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